not sure wat i am doing at 5.30 am
heads a little dizzy
so yesterday was monday
monday comes with the monday blues
but im not sure it is now monday or tuesday blue
im looking in the sky with a slight feel of envy
haiz
in the morning
told to see lau after school
at 2 pm
i was like WTF
i lost my happiness
and started stoning
i have been in this 'stoning' stage
since start of the year
i will look and stop doing anything
i focus all my attention to the spot
and start thinking
while yea
music was fun
but then
still sadden so didnt care much
recess
monday always eat the western food
i guess i will be eating toast todae
again
haiz
face book gotta a new layout im not fond with
another to hate abt this mondae
gotta pull my self up
eng was usual slow and steady
with a pinch of excitement
mrs teo is such a great teacher
i kinda have my sadness
gone till later
sci
went to sci lab dun noe do wat
use data logger
i guess
so sian
stoning all the way
ct/lvm
clapping with kelvin ng all the way
ppl say something must clap
-.-
mrs lau oso join in say wat
'thank you thank you
i love you all'
i was like puking
WTF???
cuz of ne thing 10 ppl go out
lol speaking of the ne thing i so angry
our group shud have won de lor
We draw the parliament house behind as background
and never win
-.-
-.-
sad la
i think is cuz their group gt ne ambassador
so they win
ne ambassador dua wat
theres another thought in me
why isnt this world F*CKING fair
yep from 2dae onwards i shall not do any good deeds
i dont get any rewards
somemore i get scolded -.-
aft school gt training to 3.45
so fun siol
go in class blog watch ppl spam
everytime go lab is sure got ppl go class blog de
haiz end here bah

friday.....
mrs teo nvr come
so eng period is so siok sit there finish everything then walk around
see here see there but then
gt a dog damn noisy
listen to him i oso sadden liao-.-
good thing i nvr care
PE
tchoukball sibei fun
do layout i think 3 moves and slam
had fun shooting and catching the small ball lol
did a mini game and went for recess
recess eat toast then go plae basketball
plae with alvin but then
got mani ppl come desiao
then went bak for lit
lit is the best sub
eva
its the time where i look forward to the most
everyone trying to be funny
yet miss maslinda only look at their effort and say
fail
peeps complain abt writing so much
maths was so sian
test then go through
hais
aft sch gt mt so go down buy food
mt sucks but still persevere
then plae basketball
reach home now
gtg le bye

Been free these weeks and have spare time so doing blogging
First post of the year
Thurs day,
Went to lab for 2 hours.playing at the bak with laughters and all but deep in my heart,thinking about wats life purpose
woken up by bell
went up for recess
cravings for toast these days
haiz
aft was mt zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
daydreaming abt life the whole period ,walk dazely bak class to geo
geo was kinda fun but yet
i did not have much n2 tt day
hais
then come maths
try my best to listen to her but yet for some stupid reasons
still not up to standard.HAIS hAIS HAIS
i hate teacher like her but then nvm la
learn from evan
give her chance la
zzzz
science
bio damn shiok but cuz of the feeling
sadden the whole time
i may look cheerful but emotions are just emotions
theres nothing much to be done to go against my emotion
haiz
emotions are good and bad
but with more hatred my heart has grew black with hatred
i need to counter my feelings but with no one to help me,
i cant do anything
i just stand beside and watch it take over me
i need help
but dont dare to ask for it
hais
aft school eat some more toast
then went for English sup

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